Well what a crappy day it's turned out to be so far.

[Super Ted]

I know I said I wasn't coming on today, but I have nowhere else to vent.
I am really quite upset at a few people ( def noone from here) at their attitudes towards me today, and it's all to do with my pregnancy. It just really sucks that people cannot be understanding.
So I just needed a place to vent because these people have upset me, and I cannot possibly even attempt to talk to them about it.
Maybe it's pregnancy hormones and I have gone overboard, or maybe it's nerves even though I don't feel at all nervous.
I just can't wait for today to be over, and tomorrow's pampering to begin!


Thanks guys.

[Leah2619]

what happened ST?

[tytalbreliam]

what happened ST. You are supposed to be bursting with excitement
((HUGS))

[Diamondbride]

What happened?

I thought you where not telling people until the wedding?


Oh and I wasnt excited when I woke up in the morning of my wedding hadnt ben excited any day before then either..... I got excited nd nervous as my hair was getting done!

[Super Ted]

Oh apart from people just generally being really abrupt with me (which anyone who's been pregnant knows, you don't do with a pregnant woman LOL), I have just had a couple of girls get stuck into me basically because I am pregnant and they are not. They don't like me being pregnant because they have suffered losses recently. Well hey, I have too!
They are trying to avoid anything 'pregnancy' related which is just stupid, because regardless of what has happened to them (which I really sympathise with them about), pregnancy is going to happen and they can't stop it.
I just don't get why they can't be happy for me. They have made me feel like a horrible person just because I got pregnant:(

Blah.
Over it.

[Super Ted]

Oh and these people are not RL friends, which makes me sound like a looney. They are members on another forum. It just sucks that they can't be supportive. And I can't explain to them that I am getting married in 3 days, because I am not telling anyone.

Anyway, I am over it.

[Jesska]

oh hun i am so sorry they have made you feel this way!!!! huge hugs for you hun!!

[Jesska]

ST go on msn!!

[Diamondbride]

Oh right I know what your talking about now... Is it in the open or is it in pms??

[Super Ted]

Thanks. It's probably just hormones, but these people don't see how much of a toll my losses have taken on me, and this pregnancy our wedding, and DS are really the only things that are holding me together.

Ok enough. I hate being a sook.